As you have noticed, I was absent in blogging these past few days. I was not motivated to write because of disappointment. A disappointment that was felt not only by me but as well felt by my hubby.
Last week, I was not feeling good. I had a problem with my menstrual period. It was delayed and I only had spots of blood for four days, very different from my normal cycle. I felt little headache then suddenly I felt like throwing off. I had a sudden change of appetite, my mood was constantly changing, and my sense of smell got too sensitive. There were times that I didn’t feel like eating. Symptoms of being pregnant! It sounds like a baby’s cry in my head. My husband came out with that conclusion as well and so did I.
We were so excited. Those happy smiles I saw from hubby’s lips, God it was heaven. I know he was expecting and God knows how I was wishing that it was the time. I have been disappointing my husband every time I am having my normal period and I am disappointing myself as well. So, I prayed so much that that was it, the moment hubby and I have been waiting for…but…
Yesterday was another disappointment for the both of us. I stopped by the drug store to buy pregnancy test after my class. I didn't think of going to a doctor unless I get myself checked by myself. That's me, actually my hubby called me "Doctor Rechie" whenever I am acting like a doctor. So, when I got home I then hurried to the bathroom to do the test. To my disappointment, I am negative. Although hubby said it’s ok, I know very well he was disappointed with my revelation. Well, it’s not the time yet I guess. Sometimes, I am thinking the reason why I can’t be pregnant again is because I wasted one. I am hoping He will still give me a chance to feel that moving bump in my stomach again and I promise I’ll take care of it.
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Dee
I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes. I'm so sorry! I've been there and hope it happens for you soon!
Hello Che... I felt what you felt and your hubby. Same as you we're trying to have a baby also soon as posible but still i dont get pregnant yet. I was same as your situation last month but unfortunately, WALA pa rin.
God has plan. He knows when He will give us the trophy of being a woman. Just keep trying and pray...
Don't worry sissy dear...bata ka pa...you have plenty of time to make babies....I am sure that God will bless you with a child someday...maybe it is not time yet...or maybe the PT is wrong...who knows...are you still feeling nauseous? Ako din sissy dear..dami na rin time na disappointed ako...kasi we've been trying to have another baby..pero wala pa man jud woi...sige lang si Lord nalang bahala ani...:)
Sorry to hear bout that...I' m feeling the same way too whenever my PMS is delayed--I know how it feels to be disappointed.Maybe it's not the perfect time yet--God has plan for it, need not to rush,it'll come--just keep on trying.
hi sis, i'm so sorry to hear from you what happened..sad tuloy ako for you =(
Don't give up sis... time will come at bibigyan ka din ni God. Marami na din akong nakilala na matagal bago mag preggy...mga cousin and friends... time will come sis...God has a good heart. Keep on praying sis. I will pray for you too.
I hope you can one one day. May be you can do what I did before I came here in US. if you have a miscarriage last time maybe because your matris is baba(us-us). You might try a manghihilot to look at your matris. i did that twice and found out that if ever i got preggy it will be gone kasi my matris is not in a proper position kaya nagpunta ako sa manghihilot. I just know you are in the Philippines that is why that is my advice heheh. You know here in US hindi sila maniwala ng ganon but ako naniwala because I have done it before then if your ovary is in the right position then you can be preggy hopefully. Hehheh i cna tell you the rest of the story if you want hehe.
i am so sorry to hear that; i was like the before and we were both disappointed. too. but be patient, time will come that God will give a baby, i am sure of that...continue in prayer, dear!
sorry to hear about you, pareho tau sis gusto din nmin magka baby na para may kalaro na c nikki c hubby nman tanung ng tanung kung im pregnant saka lahat ng mga kaibigan ko tanung cla pero its not time yet cguro, lahat nman tau ganyan pero hope soon i pray for you too..
aw i feel for u.. hubby and i have been twice disppointed before God gave us our daughter..
in God's perfect time your baby will come.. don't lose hope my dear!
i know it hurts but cheer up sis, isipin nyo na lang God has a better plan for you.
and we're here praying for you :)
just try living a healthy life chie :) if you have a doctor or ob gyne, go to her and ask an advice on how to make it happen..
every woman is different to another when it comes to pregnancy and fertility (yan ang sabi ng ob ko)..
prepare yourself in conceiving by doing the ff things too:
-sleep well
-avoid drinking & smoking
-get out of stress & depression
-eat healthy food, mostly veggies
just give it a try :) tapos sabayan mo ng prayers.. kasi tingnan mo huh, sa circle ng friends ko, 4 pa sila ang wala pa ring baby sa ngayon.. they get frustrated but they don't change their lifestyle.. alam mo yun? life na parang nasa college pa den.. puyatan, pa-inum-inom pag weekends, tapos puro trabaho sa weekdays, mahina pa kumain ng gulay, panay fastfood.. those factors kasi affect a woman's fertility eh..
kaya ikaw gurl, don't be sad, magkakababy den kayo.. just take care of yourself, be hopeful and prayerful huh :)
we share the same sentiments here. I really know how it feels. Let's just hope and pray that it will happen for us soon! God bless
Hello to all my commenters and blogging friends..thank you so much for all these wonderful words...helping words that really help me to hope and wait and have faith in God. I love you all my friends....
I know very well what you are going through. As you know I am a momma wananbe too. Even if I say that I don't want to stress too much about it- you just cant help it right?
I know it will happen to us in time.
Love,
Jade
Thanks for the wonderful words Jade...you are right, before na i was not ready of having a baby He gave me...i can't blame Him though i am blaming myself more of wasting it...I thought hubby and I will not be back together so i did the meanest thing a woman can do...
I would like to say thank you again to all my commenters here who have lifted my spirit..to Dee, thanks for taking time reading my post.....I was even crying while i was doing this post....
Although not all woman want to be a mommy but mostly want to and I am one of those women who want to have a trophy of womanhood-according to Jenny, hehehe thanks for being here sis.
To Dems and Grace, wish you will have another baby, baby boy this time pra may kalaro na ang mga munchkins nyo. For sure madali na yan mga sis kasi nkabuo na kau ng isa.Diba sabi madali ng msundan ng pangalawa?
Thank you also for being here Clarrissa..i will never stop praying...ill be doing that everyday..you are right God has plans..maybe the reason why He is not giving me one yet because He don't want me to be disturbed from my studies.
Hello Meryl...thanks for leaving those kind words...we will be waiting for the right time, yes. And yes, God has a good heart and there is a reason for everything..gotta have to wait for His will.
To Momgen, thanks for the info. My mom told me about that..kaso itong mga hubby natin kgaya ng sabi mo they don't believe such thing....wala kasi ang hilot sa kanila.... but i do believe it that's why i ask mom to get a Hilot to come over here pra maitaas ung ovary ba yan na mababa.
Thanks Niko and Mommyelvz for hopping in and leaving me uplifting motes...hindi pa nga cguro time nga mgkababy kami...alam ni God kasi na busy pa ako sa pag-aaral.
To Weng, pareho pala taung ala pang mga trophy ni Jade. Wawa naman tau, hehehe..mahirap kasi mkikitang mlungkot si hubby, lagi na niyang sinasabi sakin na gusto na niya ng anak.. baka kasi pg makabuo kami eh nkawelchair naxa..diba prang kurot..hehehe ang oa ko na.
To ate Pink, i will try to do these things na sinabi mo dito kaso po..sa sobrang addict ko na sa blogging...inaabutan na ako ng madaling araw....I guess i have to minimize blogging na and take my time to be healthy nalang.
Thank u so much sa mga payo about pregnancy...Your words are very overwhelming.
well i think everything happens 4 a certain reason, and whatever that reason is then let's just learn to face it. "There's always a next time"... well that's true, but let's prepare for this "next time".
Hi Chie, sorry to hear that..I thought that too especially ingon ka na naglipong, ingon ana sad ko sauna with my hubby especially irregular akong period, many times gyod na palit mi pregnancy test until nag try ko ug multi vitamins din after wards nag buntis ko,hehehe. din ako pod na gi share ang multi vitamins sa akong amiga diri din nagbuntis pod sya, lol. iwan ko kung sa multi vitamins ba or na timing lang.
Pasensya lang ingon ana gyod na, Ok lang na kay bata pa lagi ka, may time pa...
Hi Chie,I feel so sad with your post. I know how disappointing it is especially if both of you really want it. It took us almost two years bago ako nabuntis.. So just hang in there, God knows when is the best time for you to have one.
Im really sorry to hear about your disappointment. I realized some people are too easy to get pregnant especially if it is unplanned but I guess some need to wait for the go signal ABOVE.
Dont worry Chie, you are still young, continue to lift up your hope and Im sure someday.. a baby will come your way and you will be a complete family eventually.