The desire to have a child of my own suddenly hit me today big time. Maybe it was due to my worry over my sick little cousin (2nd degree) who's in the hospital right now. The little cousin's okay now thank God! Looking at the mother who is also expecting another child this month made me a little envious. I want a child too. I want to experience the nine months of carrying a life in my womb too, even though they say there'll be times of difficulties during those months. And of course, I want to experience a normal delivery and hear my baby's first cry. It sure will a very rewarding moment for me and I hope so much to experience it.