Hubby didn't able to use all his one month extension. The extension supposedly expires this 26th of September but hubby's tickets arrived earlier than expected which was arranged by his sister so we have no choice. He left today at 7:45 am from Mactan Airport to Tokyo and then from Tokyo to LA, Dallas and then to his family home, Tulsa.
The night before he left was very emotional. We both shed tears for that coming parting time. The fact that he was leaving totally sunk in our hearts. It made our hearts empty but heavy. The tears were unstoppable. When I took him to the airport early morning at 5 was the hardest moment. Stopping my tears was so hard but I managed to hold a single drop not to make it hard for him to leave. I didn't went out of the taxi. He knows I don't like seeing his back to the airport. After the long kiss and the exchanging of magic words and promises of fate and strength, I then instructed the driver to take me to the port for an early Ocean Jet voyage. I didn't cry while on the sea trip for I was entertained by the beautiful views of the islands but I cried a river when I arrived home.
For the first time being a married couple, it was the first time we parted. It was so hard, harder than before because we were together inseparably for almost three years. The pain was very overwhelming. I can't stop crying until now everytime I remember his morning greetings along with hot siopao or donuts and coffee. Looking at the every corners of our house feels so empty for I am expecting to see him there, which I used to. I am remorseful for those times I've taken him for granted, those times I was being unappreciative of him but I am cheerful for those quality times we spent together, the jokes, the laughter and all that good stuffs. I miss him terribly!
For the first time being a married couple, it was the first time we parted. It was so hard, harder than before because we were together inseparably for almost three years. The pain was very overwhelming. I can't stop crying until now everytime I remember his morning greetings along with hot siopao or donuts and coffee. Looking at the every corners of our house feels so empty for I am expecting to see him there, which I used to. I am remorseful for those times I've taken him for granted, those times I was being unappreciative of him but I am cheerful for those quality times we spent together, the jokes, the laughter and all that good stuffs. I miss him terribly!
Kakaiyak naman ang post mo Chie. Babalik den naman agad si hubby mo di ba? Don't worry.. he is in good hands.
Ganyan din ako kasad kapag naalis si hubby. Sobrang lungkot at kulang ang buhay.
Aw, ganyan pa lang ang feeling ngayon sis chie coz it's still fresh. Masakit talaga, hu! But keep holding on to your faith and love to him. Check your emails or have everyday video chat. God Bless you. XO
sis, makahilak ko aning imung kamingaw oi... dili baya jud lalim as in... nagkauban namo dayun molayo ,..so sad, ang luha jud dili kapugngan sis.. release mo lang with friends , keep in mind that in time magkita rasad mo ug magkauban...
Just think positive,, lisud jud malayo , keep the trust sa usag usa. Make sure to communicate every now and then. Dili lang hibaw an ang time sis mag uban namo...
Just hold on and be strong...
huh.. i also feel what you are feeling right now chie but life has to go on. time flies and before you know it you will be fetching your hubby at the airport.just hang on and be strong i know u can do it..
ohhh Amiga, I'm sorry to hear about this. I hope this is just temporary and he will be back soon or better yet... you will be joining him here in the US. It will be nice if you will join him here so we can talk on the phone often.
Just relax and amuse yourself. Now you have more time for blogging. Miss talking to you anyway.
Haist makahilak man sad ta ani girl, oi nag huot jud akong dughan ug basa ani imong post. Wahhh it reminds me of our situation right now. Kinsa na imong uban dinha balay girl?
be strong sis, hold on to your love for each other. soon magkakasama rin kayo.
waaaaaaaaaaaa....you made me cry....I feel you sis....you are strong....basta lang naa internet permi and you guys talk on the phone everyday...hope that help ease the pain a little bit...wawa naman ang sister ko....busyha lang imong life sa blogging sis...ehehehe!
agi ko dire kadali...sensya na karon lang nakabalik...mwah!
It almost made me cry to read your post Chie. I know how hard it is to be far from the person you love (your hubby). Just be strong, ok? I know it is not good to cry because I am 100% sure that you will see each other soon but it times like this crying is a good outlet and sharing too. Kaya don't hesitate also to share your emotions here...Well my friend take care yourself...I know your fafang doesn't want to see you crying.
agoi nagka-emotional pod ko sis Chie.. naunsa ba pod ko mora'g gihurot nko og basa imong mga posts dre.. toa mora'g katuloon na akong luha or you know na.. loving mn jud kaau mo man gud.. lovebirds.. I can feel the emptiness sis as I had it before, kana^ bitaw nga gus2 nmo kuliton nya^ wadiha^.. lol.. oops did I added-up your loneliness sis.. sowe if so but all I intent is to make you laugh.. get yourself busy too at least for most of the time though that doesn't mean you forget him, he knew... muahhh!